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I am the average male with the average male libido. That is to say, of course, I think about sex all the time. I also think about all kinds of sex and in my fantasies nothing is off limits.So it should come as no surprise that I walked into a porn shop on a Saturday morning wearing panties and with the intention of buying a new butt plug or dildo and some lube. But before I get ahead of myself, let me explain why I was in the store and what I was doing in the morning.I love smoking pot. I love it for many reasons but the best might be the incredible sexual energies that charge through my body when I am high. There is literally nothing off limits to my sexual mind when I am high. And the more high I get, the more sexually deviant I become. There is a huge difference between what I will do sober as compared to what I will do when I am high.Most notable is the severe anal fixation I have when I am high. When I masturbate sober I fantasize about hot women or other “normal” situations. When I am high, however, it seems that every masturbation sessions involves me shoving something, or somethings, up my ass.Although I frequently fantasize about anal stimulation I have never acted upon any impulse to do anything with another male. I have a nice collection of dildos and other anal devices, which I also suck on from time to time, but I have never taken the next step. I have only been with women, though when I am high and alone I have done some self pleasuring that one could only term as gay – including swallowing my own cum.So I woke up Saturday morning and pulled a nice fat bong hit. One more hit and I was baked before eight – such a great feeling. I played with myself a little in the bed before I walked into the bathroom to draw myself a hot bath. I turned on the hot water, added a generous amount of scented oils and soaps and decided serious anal play was in order for the weekend.While the tub was filling I gave myself a quick little enema. When the enema had filled me, I took another big hit to send myself over the edge. I was there sucking on the bong with a full enema up my ass and my mind was in heaven. Once the tub had filled I released the enema which had cleaned my system and stepped into the tub.I keep a variety of anal toys and lubricants by the tub. After I settled into the water my hands immediately wandered to my already erect penis. I tease myself endlessly when high because once I cum my desire to play with my ass disappears all together. I played with my cock and balls and then my hands moved to my asshole. I played with my tight opening without sticking a finger in for a few minutes. Then I got on my knees so my ass was sticking out of the water. I began to massage my asshole with the soapy water before I slowly slipped my middle finger into my puckered hole.I always go very slowly with my asshole when fucking myself. I love fucking myself for long periods of time and have found that if I do not adequately prepare myself I can really get hurt.  I continued to play with myself applying lots of soap between insertions into my anus. When I could comfortably fit three fingers in myself, I took a small butt plug from the side of the tub, covered it with soap suds and slowly stuffed it into my ass. When it was firmly in place I sat back down into the bath and relaxed in sexual bliss. I stayed in the bath for about thirty minutes playing with myself and generally teasing my asshole.When I got out of the bath I kept the plug inside me. I dried myself off and pulled on a pair of panties. I walked downstairs to make some coffee wearing just the panties and looked at the beautiful day outside. I teased myself walking around the house in just the panties with the plug up my ass. It turned me on as I walked carefully squeezing my cheeks to keep the plug up my ass. I do this often as it makes me feel very feminine.I went back upstairs and into the bathroom. I slowly eased the plug out of my ass. Then I applied a generous portion of anal eaze to my finger and began to smother my ass. I love using anal eaze because it has a numbing agent.My routine, which I followed this morning, is to apply several rounds of anal eaze to my asshole to be sure that I am slightly numbed both inside and out. This also allows me to fuck myself for a longer period of time. Once I was thoroughly lubricated I walked back downstairs to get some coffee. I like to give the numbing agent a chance to work so this interlude was perfect.By the time I got back upstairs my already loosened hole was nice and numb. I then put two Haramidere escort fingers together over the sink and dropped a large amount of spit onto them. I immediately brought these fingers to my asshole and smeared the spit about. I brought the fingers back for more spit and then on the return trip pushed one finger inside myself. I repeated this process several times until the finger slid in without resistance. Then I reached for a tube of lubrication and a moderate dildo. I applied more lube to my hole and then a generous portion to the fake cock. As you can tell I really, really lube myself when I fuck myself.Another reason I love to over lubricate myself is I like seeing how distended I can make my hole. I have filmed myself on numerous occasions and some of my favorite shots are when I have fucked myself for an hour or more and I spread my otherwise tight asshole to show a gaping cunt. It drives me crazy. I took the slippery cock and eased it up my ass. It went in with little trouble and once it reached the bottom I slowly pulled it back out. I applied more lube and stuffed it back inside. One more dose of lube and the thing was literally sliding out of my ass. I began to slow fuck myself with the dildo making long deliberate strokes. My asshole was getting squishy from all the lube and the fucking.I was now fucking myself a little faster and a little harder. I did this for a while and then pulled it completely out of my ass and quickly shoved it back in. I made a few more strokes and then pulled it out again, held it for a moment, and then suck the dick back in to its bottom. I fucked myself hard for a few strokes and then pulled it all the way out and held my cheeks apart. I stuck a finger back and was happy to find that my ass was already gaping a little. I put a little more lube on the cock and shoved it back inside.I was going crazy at this point and was fucking myself pretty well and my asshole was getting nice and sloppy. I had barely touched my cock because I was enjoying the ass fucking too much to make myself cum. I kept this up until my ass was gaping each time I pulled out and I knew I was going to explode. So I stopped.I had decided earlier in the week that I wanted to go to the bookstore/porn shop to get a new butt plug and some more lube. I had also decided that I wanted to go there in an excited state to see if I would finally have the courage to go into one of the back booths. You see despite all my fantasies I have always been unable to act on any of them. I get close to the situation and I chicken out and run home. I had long ago determined that the most anonymous way to fulfill several of my fantasies were through glory holes in porn shops. I had never seen one but had read enough about them to know they would work perfectly.I stood there in my overly aroused state and greased up a medium sized butt plug before I shoved it in my ass. I then walked into the bedroom and slipped on a pair of lace French cut panties. I do this because I love the feeling but they also work well to hold the butt plug in place. I slipped on a robe and went downstairs to enjoy my coffee and relax a little before I left for the porn shop. I also pulled one more bong hit to get myself perfectly prepared for the adventure I had planned.I prepared for the shop by slipping a pair of khakis on over the panties and butt plug. I put on a polo shirt, a hat and a pair of slip on loafers and headed out the door. I stepped into my old pick up truck and headed for the city.I prefer to drive the old truck for these trips as it has poor suspension and the constant bouncing keeps the butt plug stimulating my ass. I bounced my way down the road, all the time enjoying the sensation and getting excited with anticipation. I parked a few blocks away and got out of the truck, adjusted the plug a bit for the walk and headed to the porn shop. When I have a plug up my ass I walk more effeminately because I need to squeeze my cheeks to keep it in place. Nothing too serious, but I certainly have a little sway when I walk like this.I walked into the shop at around 11:00 a.m. A little early, for sure, but there were a few other guys in there. I wandered around looking at the various movies and magazines before I headed to the dildo display.Although I have a large selection of toys, I am constantly looking for new things to play with. I had seen pictures of an item I thought would be interesting and luckily they had one in stock. It is a dildo type thing with two big rubber İkitelli escort bayan balls in the middle of it. Apparently you tried to shove them one at a time inside you for great pleasure.I called over the attendant and asked to purchase it. He eyed me, opened the case and pulled out my new toy. I followed him up to the counter and asked if he would also grab me a tube of anal lube. He didn’t hesitate as he grabbed the product and put it on the counter.Finally I grabbed a dozen condoms and set them on the counter too. I like to masturbate into condoms periodically and remember I had run out a few weeks ago. I then handed him a $20 and asked for change for the booths in the back. He smirked at me but gave me the change. He rang me out and handed me the bag. Before I grabbed the bag he said “have fun” and I said thanks as I turned away to head towards the back. I was nervous with excitement as I always am when I purchase these products.My head was spinning as I walked away and started to think about what the clerk had said. I realized I was walking more pronounced than before to hold the plug in and my ass was swaying more than it should for a guy. I then also realized why the attendant had smirked at me and made the comment. I walked in, bought a butt toy, anal lube, condoms and asked for change for the glory holes. He thought I was clearly gay and I had done nothing to dissuade him.I began to blush as I reached the back of the store where the booths are. Once I was inside the booth area which is slightly darker than the store, I stopped.I had made it to this point on several prior occasions. Usually when I get here I chicken out before I walk back to the booths themselves. But this time I was determined to finish the job. I had cleverly figured a way to make myself finish the job.I stood there for a moment and focused on the plug in my ass and the scene around me. My cock started to grow, and I reached down with my left hand and began rubbing my dick to make it hard. In no time I was rock hard and my khakis were tented out leaving no question I was standing there with an enormous hard on. I kept rubbing myself as I got nervous but realized I could not walk out of the shop in this aroused state as I would be obvious to everyone on the street in broad daylight.I heard someone else approaching the booths, so I quickly headed down the hall. When I reached about the third or fourth booth, I saw that its handle was locked. I quickly moved to the next one, cognizant that someone was behind me and ducked into the next room. Although the door was closed it was not locked. I hurried inside and quickly turned to lock the door. The door would not lock, but I stood there with my head against the door and my heart pounding. Just as I was about to turn around to look at the booth, someone grabbed me from behind.I jumped as this person pressed themselves firmly against me. They were bigger than me, and I was frightened. He was pressed behind me and had his big arms wrapped around me. He put his face in my neck and then moved up to my ear. I was petrified. He kept hold of me with his right harm as his left hand went down to my crotch.When he got there and found my raging hard cock, he squeezed it and said, “Let me guess why you came into my booth.”Before I could respond, he pulled me tight into him causing me to gasp and I felt his rock hard cock in my back. My mind was spinning and I could not grasp what was happening to me. He continued to squeeze my cock which remained rock hard and continued to press his dick into my back. The feeling was incredible and my knees became weak with excitement.He roughly grabbed my face turned it to his and engaged me in a deep rough kiss. None of my fantasies ever involved me kissing another man but I instinctively responded to his tongue down my throat. He continued to roughly grab my cock until his hand left my crotch and grabbed my right wrist. He almost broke my wrist as he pulled it down to his rock hard member, never breaking the hard kiss that was getting sloppy and a bit frightening.As my hand reached his dick, I think I gasped into his mouth. I could not believe the sensation associated with touching another man’s dick. His dick seemed at least as big as mine and was hot to the touch even through his pants. We continued mauling each other as I rubbed and stroked his cock.I think it was the newness of the experience that was driving me crazy, but whatever it was I was rubbing his hard cock like mad. He slowly turned me Escort Çapa around so I had perfect access to his cock and I began to use both hands to rub his dick. I was pushing and mashing his cock trying to feel as much as possible. I was scared but I was also insane with lust. He held me tight as I continued to work his hard dick and then he put his hand on my shoulders and began to push me down.When I looked up at him he said “why don’t you get a closer look at that dick you seem so infatuated with.”I wanted to stop and tell him things were going too fast, but when I went to speak he covered my mouth and pushed me harder towards my knees. Soon I was on my knees, back against the door facing the crotch of a total stranger who only minutes ago was likely beating off in a movie booth. I didn’t know what was going on but I also could not, and did not, want to stop the chain of events that had been set in motion. As I sat there trying to think about the situation all I could focus on was the thick cock straining against the pants less than six inches in front of my face.I must have been stunned by the situation, because the next thing I noticed was the hand behind my head shoving my face closer to the crotch in front of me. I looked up to see the man above me and my face was literally smashed into his hard dick. I then used my hands to push myself back from his grasp and concentrated on the thick rod in front of me.I saw the thick outline in front of me and used my hands to trace the form of his cock. I was excited and afraid at the consequences of my next move, but I wanted to and had to make it. I reached towards the top of his pants and unbuttoned the top button. My hands were trembling as I slowly unzipped his jeans. The moment of a final decision was in front of me and I did not hesitate in hooking my hands onto the tops of his jeans and tugging them down.I tugged and the jeans came free of his hips. I then moved them lower and saw his cock begin to come free. First the head peaked out then the entire cock came into view as I pulled his pants to his ankles. I was now inches away from a sight I never expected to see – another mans hard cock.I think my mouth actually started to water at this site. I had fantasized about this situation so many times but I never expected the dream to become a reality. Now that it was in front of me, I didn’t know what to do. Fortunately, I didn’t have to decide. I felt the man behind me put one hand behind the back of my head and the other hand on his cock.As he guided it towards my mouth he looked down and said “you came in here looking for cock, now take it.”I looked up to see a sinister look in his eye just before I felt the touch of his cockhead against my lips. I instinctively opened my mouth and let the wonderful soft warm head inside my mouth. I took my hands from my side and moved them up towards his waist and his cock. He kept pushing my head towards him and I let the cock go deep into my mouth upon its entrance. It was the first time I had ever had a real cock in my mouth and all I wanted to do was have the entire thing down my throat. I was insane with lust at this point.I don’t know how much of it was inside me, but when it had reached its stopping point I instinctively closed my lips around the cock. I wrapped my lips around the warm shaft and let it sit there for a moment so both he and I could enjoy the sensation. I was so excited to have a real cock in my mouth.I had shoved many dildos down my throat, but this was more amazing than I ever could have imagined. I loved the warmth and texture of his thick dick. I loved the feeling of submission as I sat there on my knees with a man’s dick in my mouth. I loved his hand on the back of my head “shoving” it inside me. The entire situation was better than I ever could have imagined. I was no longer afraid, I was excited beyond belief.I kept my lips closed around his cock as I pulled my mouth back up his shaft to the head. When I reached the head I brought my tongue up so I could lick his cock and get it wet. I knew I needed to use my saliva to get his cock moist enough to give him a proper blow job. Although this was going to be my first time, being a man I knew what is needed to make for an enjoyable and successful cocksucking.I brought my tongue up to the underside of his head and his dick jumped a little in my mouth. I ran it back and forth a few times to get the head wet and to build up saliva in my mouth. I then twisted my head and tongue around to moisten up the rest of the head. This was more fun than I ever could have imagined. After it was good and wet I pulled off the cock entirely to catch my breath. I stared at it in disbelief as I kept hold of the base of his dick.I then went towards the base of his cock and slowly ran my tongue up the entire length leaving as much saliva behind at possible.

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